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Jan. 16th, 2017 | 08:18 pm

I sometimes wonder if someone somewhere has a crush on me. There was a time when this was something of a constant. I went through a rough patch, and then it came to light that someone else did after I started to emerge. Right now, I haven't noticed, but then again, I'm not necessarily the best at telling. I've been surprised more than once at confessions of attraction or love from a girl. It just feels like I'm in another rut with my employment situation and frozen social life this winter that I need a bit of a boost like this. Does that make sense?

Perhaps, this is a signal that, yes, I'm ready to date again. I have apprehensions around where I am in life and how that would be received. I also don't want to end up with another Amy. I don't think that this will actually ever be an issue. I'm not in a position, where I'm dating too soon and could potentially have an ex-wife pass during the experience. I'm a bit more centered, right now.

I'm making more steps to look for work again. If need be, I'll even take a job in finance if nothing else can be found. I'm interviewing. I'm networking again. I'm trying to keep a positive outlook. Interviewers can sense attitude like bees can smell fear. I went to a networking meeting today. I'll be having coffee with some folks in the near future. Hopefully, this effort will be more fruitful.

Anyway, there is actually much more happening in my life, but I need to get to bed. I plan on forcing myself to work tomorrow. I open, after all. Yay for a 4:30 am start to my day. Anyway, leave a comment if you wish. Peace.

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thia007

When the time

from: thia007
date: Jan. 18th, 2017 12:08 am (UTC)
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is right,it'll all come together and work out. ;) I don't think that the Lord would put it on your heart to want to
have a relationship and companionship,if he didn't have that in your plan.
Keep your head up,change is inevitable. :D *HUG*

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uieuph

Re: When the time

from: uieuph
date: Jan. 20th, 2017 04:22 am (UTC)
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Thank you.

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