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Dec. 19th, 2016 | 11:17 pm

Wow, I have never been rejected after asking someone out or even friendzoned. It happened tonight. I think I waited too long. Yeah, I asked my ex-manager out. One thing I do know is that girs legitimately lose interest faster than guys. I can't remember ever misreading a situation. Of course, I'm an amnesiac. I'm stunned. I don't think not speaking to her for a while helped things at all. I guess I grew as a person tonight. I learned about rejection on the front-end.

Where do I go from here? I hated doing a dating site. I've had friends send me articles on dating as a genius. Seriously, the genius thing truly is a rather small part of my identity. I don't often think about it beyond what I address on here, but the research seems to show that it becomes a hinderance. Apparently, it's harder for us to connect on a deeper emotional level, unless they are a certain unnecessarily close match. People living without this mental congestion find others and have very happy lives together. It seems to just complicate it. Then again, most geniuses have added issues such as autism or schizophrenia. Perhaps, it won't be so bad if I'm normal. Maybe the studies are reflective of people whose minds work differently than mine.

Anyway, I'm a tad frustrated. I do find it difficult to find someone I actually care to ask out. It also feels as though it's more difficult to even gain the attention of women compared to how it once was. But, seriously, I got shot down. Wow. Do I start chatting people up and asking for numbers? Do I join a group of some sort? What I really need to do is stay out of my head. That's not a good place to be.

After taking the time to ponder a bit, I have to wonder if there is anyone who has a crush on me? Anyway, leave a comment if you wish. Later.

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